in love with the dark side i'd found `` kai

[kaiko takahashi killian]

there’s this kid named KAIKO TAKAHASHI KILLIAN, but really everyone just calls him KAI… you may have heard of him! he rocks out with LOVE MANIFESTO! playing their lead guitar and singing back up vocals! he’s a weird one he is, dressing like a girl and having an ambiguous gender and sexuality! well whatever it suits him! he’s got the band gay really bad, especially for his best friend KELLER! don’t listen to what you heard in the press, he really did kick those drugs… even if sometimes he wishes he hadn’t! so sit back and listen… maybe you’ll learn a thing or two!

[x] it's almost like i'm swimming [x]

seems like i've been here before - [fellow band member]
my shadow's shedding skin - [crew member]
feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines - [stylist]
there is so much more and beckons me - [merch kid]

[x] to breathe, to feel, to know i'm alive [x]

i know you better than i know myself - [other-half]
i am too connected to you to slip away - [inseparable]
you are just a part of me - [attacked at the hip]
boredom's not a burden anyone should bear - [pseudo-brother]
but i would not want you any other way - [pseudo-sister]
any fucking time. any fucking day - [partner in crime]
like phosphorescent desert buttons - [best friend]
learn to swim, I'll see you down in arizona bay - [close friend]
don't look at me like i am a monster - [pseudo-therapist]
under these tears now, the walls came down - [confident/secret keeper]
bring it out to take you back in - [emotional support]
so good to see you - [good friend]
learn and love and to, cry - [childhood friend]
i thought that you were hiding - [roommate]
one great big festering neon distraction - [party buddy]
stare like a zombie - [drinking buddy]
i've a suggestion to keep you all occupied - [drug buddy]
to look thru to these infinite possibilities - [online/im/myspace buddy]
embracing you, this reality here - [cuddle buddy]
who are you to wave your finger - [friendly rivals]
with my feet upon the ground I move myself between the sounds - [protective over --]
to see just who I might have been - [protective over Kai]
i wanna know what I've been hiding - [good influence over --]
well now I've got some advice for you, little buddy - [good influence over Kai]
vicariously i, live while the whole world dies - [bad influence over --]
it's time to die a little - [bad influence over Kai]
the moon tells me a secret - [respects --]
i'm treading water, I need to sleep a while - [respect Kai]
push the envelope. watch it bend - [admires --]
but I'm still right here, giving blood, keeping faith - [admires Kai]
mention this to me - [friend of a friend]
it's twice as clear as heaven - [enemy turned friend]
is this a test - [on/off friend]
paranoid and to, lie - [fake friend]
i stick my hand into his shadow - [secret friend]

[x] lead me through each day of memory [x]

must be the way you whisper - [flirting]
i need you to feel this - [fleeting glances]
you won't do what you'd like to do – [just for show]
she resuscitates the hopeless - [lust for --]
all you know about me is what I've sold you - [lust for Kai]
terrified of being wrong - [obsessed with --]
hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow - [obsessed with Kai]
trembling at the thought of feeling - [unobtainable]
what was it like to see - [physical attraction]
wide awake and keeping distance - [sexual tension]
as full and bright as I am, this light is not my own - [chemistry]
try and read between the lines - [budding romance]
lay back and let me show you another way - [one night stand]
underneath her skin and jewelry - [fling]
he had alot of nothing to say - [make out buddies]
you won't feel what you'd like to feel - [fuck buddies]
life's just too short to push it away - [friends with benefits]
i have swallowed the poison you feed me - [enemies with benefits]
sleeping, lost, and numb - [minor one sided crush on --]
you're dancing in quicksand - [minor one sided crush on Kai]
so what you're trying to say - [mutual minor crush]
pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion - [major one sided crush on --]
it's bright and blue and shimmering - [major on sided crush on Kai]
someone who seemed to feel the same - [mutual major crush]
it said that life is but a dream - [past crush on --]
rising up and wiping the webs and the dew from my withered eye - [past crush on Kai]
what is this but my reflection - [childhood crush]
i'm alive when you're touching me - [in love with --]
my blood before me begs me open up my heart again - [in love with Kai]
so smell my soul burning - [mutual love]
i've done the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing - [future]
we'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been - [current]
show me that you love me and that we belong together - [final]
the only way to fix it is to flush it all away - [past – good terms]
i must keep reminding myself of this - [past – bad terms]
and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly - [past – still in love with --]
i know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away - [past - still in love with Kai]
bang my head upon the fault line - [past – still chemistry]
why can't we just admit it? - [secret]
justify denials and grip it to the lonesome end - [forbidden]
all this pain is an illusion - [on/off relationship]
if i do we both may disappear - [mixed feelings]
i've spent so many years in question - [complicated]

[x] some say we'll see armageddon soon [x]

workin up under my patience like a little tick - [annoyance]
i wanna watch it all go down - [ignore]
dying and cancer and crying - [indifferent]
people tell me what to say - [avoidance]
wear your grudge like a crown of negativity - [rivals]
someone told me once that there's a right and wrong - [vengeance]
fuck these dysfunctional, insecure actresses - [frenemies]
my blood is bruised and borrowed - [love/hate]
i sold my soul to make a record - [on/off enemies]
fuck all these gun-toting hip gangster wannabes - [critical of --]
bullshit three ring circus sideshow of freaks - [critical of Kai]
but what's singing songs is a snake - [disrespects --]
if you knock me down I'll come back running - [disrespects Kai]
it's only wrong if you get caught - [jealous of --]
maybe it's just bullshit and i should play GOD - [jealous of Kai]
consequences dictate our course of action - [friend turned enemy]
i don't want to be, dismal - [enemy of a friend]
it's no fun 'til someone dies - [fears --]
and I'm praying for tidal waves - [fears Kai]
i hope you're choking - [minor one sides dislike of --]
why don't you watch where you're stumbling - [minor one sided dislike of Kai]
you have turned my blood cold and bitter - [mutual minor dislike]
leaving you with the dead and hopeless - [major one sided dislike of --]
maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole - [major one sided dislike of Kai]
desperate to control all and everything - [mutual major dislike]
you told us how you weren't afraid to die - [hatred]
fight over life, over blood, over prayer - [hard core enemies]

[kaiko takahashi killian]

Notes:

- all lyrics copyright to TOOL! so yay!
- layout copyright to Twitch, so don’t steal!
- don’t be boring and just pick what everyone else is picking… that’s no fun! there’s loads of choices… pick something interesting!
- i’m gonna say… minimum history of 8 sentences… give me something to work off of you know! if you’ve got any questions don’t hesitate to PM me… oh and make it realistic… I’m really up for just about anything as long as it fits.

Light of the Guilt! 990066
Death Dirt and the Frog! 330066
Dust of the Abyss! 0000CC
Love Manifesto! CC0033
Pumpkin Pi! FF3300
Tempting Anxiety! 33CC00
Jedi Girls! FF00CC
Addicted to the Smoke! 3366FF
Acid Banana! 990000
Attack of the Pink Elephants! 66CCCC
Electric Wizard! FF8000
Skeleton Kings! 4D0080

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KAI says

“if I posted in your plot page first copy and past, if not leave blank”

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[kaiko takahashi killian]